ANOTHER COFFEE BREAK: THE PSALM 23 ADVENTURE, Part 30
Let’s see if we can wrap up this part
of the adventures in Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death.
I had hired two men who were
professed "brothers in the Lord" to run North Slope Communications
for me, and take care of the actual RF equipment installations. In the
spring of 1981, I received a phone call from the local electric utility company
indicating that they were going to contract with us for the installation and
maintenance of a new two-way radio system. It was a rather large contract,
and the caller indicated that they had a $140,000 deposit on this contract
ready to give us that afternoon. I called "Bob" and asked him
to pick up the check for me.
He left as instructed, and I didn't
think too much about it when he didn't return that afternoon. It was
close to quitting time, and I expected that he would bring the check into the
office the following morning. He didn't show for work the next day, and I
couldn't raise "Dan" (his co-worker in the company) on the
phone. That concerned me, so I called Dave Dobbs. Dave was my
associate pastor at
As it turned out, while the police
officer was checking up on them, they were in
The repeated thefts from the Arctic
Slope Audio retail store coupled with this theft left me facing financial ruin,
and I was compelled to file for bankruptcy protection. My once
platinum-plated credit rating was shot to pieces.
David
begins the 91st Psalm like this: He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most
High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the
Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress; my God; in Him will I trust.
The
key phrase that opens the 91st Psalm is I will say of the Lord. Get
it? It is the confession that comes out of our mouths during the time of
the "noisome pestilence," the time of the "fowler" when
deliberate traps are set for your destruction or your hurt.
The
fourth verse says, He shall
cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth
shall be thy shield and buckler.
Again,
it is "His truth" which must be our defense, our shield of protection
during these times. I've shared this many times before, and I'll say it
again. Things are not what they seem to be; they're what God says they
are. The facts may declare one thing, but often times those facts are at
odds with what God's Word clearly says. One cannot dwell on
"facts." Your meditation, your daily cogitation must be on what
God's Word says in the midst of these so-called "facts." That
is what MUST be your daily confession.
For
me -- in the midst of the non-stop series of attacks against my well-being, my
family's well-being, our finances, our vision, our credibility, the ongoing ministries
-- I could not afford to dwell on what was going wrong. Had I done so, it
would have put me in an institution as a babbling idiot. My mind had to
be stayed on the Lord, on His Word, on His promises to me, and on the
commission He had given.
We
had launched an assault on the kingdoms of darkness. We were out to take
back and reclaim territory stolen by Satan. The ministry of
Beyond
that, we were impacting the community of Barrow. People were being saved,
healed, delivered and set free from lifetime bondages. The sufferings we
were enduring were of little consequence compared to the revealing of the Glory
of the Lord in the lives of all these people. But Satan was out to stop
us, and he was literally throwing his entire arsenal at us.
I've
already told you of the attacks that began once "Johnny" believed the
lie that he couldn't be being afflicted by evil spirits -- never mind his
background and upbringing as the heir-apparent shaman in Barrow. I've
told you of the beatings two of my children suffered; how our oldest daughter,
Debbie was shot at; how unidentified individuals made two specific attempts to
take me out by assassination; how threats against my life took place on an
almost-daily basis for months; how the contractor who had come to Barrow to
build our new church had his life threatened, along with his employees, at
rifle-point; how our businesses were robbed six times; how two employees of my
communications business fled with $140,000, and how the thefts and robberies
ultimately forced me into bankruptcy.
All
of the aforementioned events took place over the period from early 1980 through
the summer of 1981. And we were a long way from coming out the other end
of the valley of the shadow of death. Although my oldest daughter, Debbie
(who is an adopted Eskimo) chose to stay in Barrow to finish high school, I
sent Chris and Melodie out of Barrow to be with my parents at
During
the last few years as I've shared these Coffee Breaks, you've heard me talk
about the wonderful things we've seen God perform. You've heard me talk
about the miracles, the blessings that have unfolded, the provision of God in
the face of the impossible, the stupendous and marvelous deliverances from evil
spirits, the transformation of lives -- up to and including an entire community
being won.
What
I have not talked a lot about is the opposition, the persecution, the failures,
the battles, along with the betrayal of erstwhile friends and
"brethren." Why? Because they pale in comparison.
They are not the focus of my life.
Jesus
put it like this, These things
I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall
have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world. (John
16:33)
Sometimes,
the opposition, the persecution and afflictions just seem to go with the
territory. But they are not what life is all about. One does not
become an "overcomer" unless one has things to overcome. One
does not become a victor in battle unless there is first a battle, and there is
an opponent who is determined to do you in, whom you defeat.
Writing
his second letter to the Ekklesia in
In
journeyings often, in perils of waters, in perils of robbers, in perils by mine
own countrymen, in perils by the heathen, in perils in the city, in perils in
the wilderness, in perils in the sea, in perils among false brethren; In
weariness and painfulness, in watchings often, in hunger and thirst, in
fastings often, in cold and nakedness.
Beside
those things that are without, that which cometh upon me daily, the care of all
the churches. Who is weak, and I am not weak? who is offended, and I burn
not? If I must needs glory, I will glory of the things which concern mine
infirmities. (See II Corinthians 11:23-30)
Are
you getting the picture? If it is necessary for me to express glory -- that manifestation of the
blessing of the Lord, then I will express the glory of the Lord that has come
in the midst of my own weaknesses -- in the times of my own failings, those
times when everything seemingly went wrong or against me -- when God showed up
on the scene! (II Corinthians 11:30,
Shortly
after having to file for bankruptcy, a lady was appointed by the bankruptcy
judge as a "master" to come to Barrow and try to get a handle on our
assets. This woman had a personal hatred of Christianity and Christians
in general, and when she discovered that our businesses were being used to fund
the growth of
She
proceeded to show up at the door of our home with two police officers one
evening with a search warrant to go through our home looking for assets of
I
contacted an attorney-friend in
In
Psalm 50:16-23, David writes, But unto the wicked God saith, What hast thou to do to declare my
statutes, or that thou shouldest take my covenant in thy mouth? Seeing
thou hatest instruction, and castest my words behind thee. When thou
sawest a thief, then thou consentedst with him, and hast been partaker with
adulterers.
Thou givest
thy mouth to evil, and thy tongue frameth deceit. Thou sittest and
speakest against thy brother; thou slanderest thine own mother’s son.
These things
hast thou done, and I kept silence; thou thoughtest that I was altogether such
an one as thyself: but I will reprove thee, and set them in order before thine
eyes.
Now
consider this, ye that forget God, lest I tear you in pieces, and there be none
to deliver. Whoso offereth praise glorifieth me: and to him that ordereth
his conversation aright will I show the salvation of God.
This
Psalm is a rebuke to those who think they can get away with slander and
thievery; and the promise to the believer is that, to those who order their
conversation aright -- those who continue to confess the promises of God in the
midst of the slander and thievery -- they will see God's salvation and
intervention.
I
had felt prompted some months earlier by the Holy Spirit to begin a transition
of our main operations for
One
lone police officer who had been a part of our church fellowship (other than
Dave Dobbs, my associate pastor, who was not an active officer but rather a
police-dispatcher) took it upon himself to negotiate for, and/or reacquire some
of the lost equipment on his own. He saw the shenanigans of his
fellow-officers, and while he wouldn't take up arms against them (figuratively
speaking, of course), he considered it his duty to rectify as much of the
wrong-doing as he could.
Accusations
against me began to surface within the community. The thought process
seemed to go like this: Where there's smoke, there must be fire. If
all these things are happening to this guy, he must really be on the outs with
God: therefore, he must be guilty of some kind of hidden sins.
Next
thing I knew, a phone call came from the Naval Commander at the Arctic Research
Laboratories. He advised me that one of the native corporations had filed
suit against him for "illegally" donating the surplussed building
materials to
Within
days I received another phone call. This time the call was from the
The
threatening phone calls from muffled voices had not ceased during this time,
and now they took on a more personal aspect. One phone call in particular
came from an "elder" in another church. "We know that God
didn't call you, and He didn't send you to Barrow. You are under a curse
because you left the church of your father; and you'd better get out of town
while you still can."
Wow!
That caller didn't bother to disguise his voice, and I easily recognized who it
was. I laughed at him and said, "Friend, you have nothing to do with
my call from the Lord, and you will have nothing to say about any decision on
my part to leave Barrow."
Added
to all of the pressure, the accusations, the slander, the thievery and the
betrayal by folks I had considered as fellow-laborers in the Gospel, we were
now advised that the lease on the house we were living in (we had vacated
"Johnny's" house some months before) was being canceled and the place
sold. When you see the sequence of events the way they unfolded, it isn't
hard to develop a conspiracy theory, but I wasn't going there.
Isaiah
had prophesied, Say ye not,
A confederacy (conspiracy), to all them to whom this people shall say, A
confederacy; neither fear ye their fear, nor be afraid. Sanctify the LORD
of hosts himself; and let him be your fear, and let him be your dread.
And he shall be for a sanctuary... (Isaiah 8:12-14)
If
there was a conspiracy, it was one in the realm of the spirit, and the
conspirators were evil spirits operating in and through willing people who had
been sucked in by demonic lies.
We
weren't done with the valley of the shadow of death yet, but there was
developing in me a very clear sense of “I will fear no evil." Beyond that,
the sense of the presence of the Lord and David’s declaration, “For
thou art with me,” were more real than I could possibly express. It took no
imagination whatever to know that the Lord had been Protector, Shield, and Rock
of Defense in the midst of all of it.
I remind those of you in need of ministry that our Healing
Prayer Call normally takes place on the first Monday of each month at
At the same time, in case you are missing out on real fellowship
in an environment of Ekklesia, our Sunday worship gatherings are available by
conference call – usually at about
Blessings on you!
Regner A.
Capener
CAPENER MINISTRIES
RIVER WORSHIP
CENTER
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